TW: There is reference to child sexual abuse in this episode. Please care for yourself as you listen and seek professional support in your community and area.

Later, when our paths crossed again online, her posts began appearing in my world. They had a way of halting me mid‑scroll. Something in me stirred each time: curiosity, discomfort, recognition. I’ve learnt to treat those sensations as invitations rather than warnings. To pause. To ask: What is this touching in me? What wants to be understood? 

I wanted to sit with Beaver in that same spirit, to hear her story and to understand my own responses to it. The journey she takes me on is one I’m still digesting. 

After we stopped filming, she shared a moment from her past. Sitting with her father, a man convicted multiple times for sexual offences against children and asking him why he was attracted to children. His answer centred on their lack of body hair. 

Later that year, when a client pressured her to remove her own body hair for his preference, she agreed and immediately felt the weight of that choice. She vowed never to do it again. In that moment, the meaning behind her name, Beaver Meadow, unfolded with a new kind of clarity. 

This conversation is tender, confronting and necessary. 

Beaver, thank you for your courage, your steadiness and your willingness to let us into the deeper layers of your story. I look forward to continuing this conversation: about how we, collectively, can stay more awake, more compassionate and more honest about the realities that shape us all.

You can find Beaver on: 

TikTok: @beavermeadow_ 
Instagram: @beavermeadow_ 
Medium: Beaver Meadow 

Read Beaver’s reflections on being a guest on Biting Lemons in her own words.

‍As mentioned in the episode, you can find Alphachanneling on: 

Instagram: @alphachanneling 

If you or someone you know has ever been impacted by child and/or sexual abuse, please seek support from the 24/7 Rape and Sexual Abuse Support Line. Free of charge. Phone: 0808 500 2222. Or start a free online chat here. 

For a more in-depth therapeutic journey, we work closely with Sensitivita. If this interests you, you can check out the website here or send an email to: intouch@sensitivita.com. 

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